Marias World: The Plan

Friday, November 14, 2008

The Plan

Accordingto my latest plan, this will be my last full weekend atthe night job. But then again, last night I semi convinced myself that maybe I could do another 6 weeks and finish out the year. I think I could, but then I realized I still have to pack 65% of my stuff, find a newplace to live, and move, so I think this is it. And I think the fear has a lot more to do with being afraid of being on my own and alone then the money.

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The people in my life

S. My sidekick and current love.
KatieKid. This is my oldest niece. I have three of them, but she is by far the coolest one. Yeah, I know we aren't supposed to have favorites like that, but none of them know about this blog, and if they ever do find it, well, then I guess I will deal with any backlash then. KatieKid reminds me a lot of myself in some ways, but she is smarter and has her head more firmly attached to her shoulders than I ever did. She is only 11 years younger than I am, but is more mature than I could dream of at her age.
GEM This is my best friend. He is just as wildly dark humored and snarky as I am and has probably an even hotter temper than I do. He doesn't own a computer and is constantly stunned by what I can find to buy online. Yes, he is gay, so we are just friends. He has 4 dogs, 5 horses, a couple of goats and a bunch of chickens on his little farm.
Biki. Biki was a feral kitten who showed up one day. He is slightly cross eyed and more than lsightly dumb. But he is very sweet and loving and he plays with Eddie, so I kept him. Biki is growing fatter every day and I fear that he will never get over the need to eat as much as he can whenever he can feral stage.
Edgar. Egdar or The Dude, is a gorgeous black smoke Persian cat. He was a stray I took in, confident that his owner would seek him out. 5 years later and he is now mine. Eddie follows me from room to room and will howl if he doesn't know where I am. I guess thats love.
Camille. Camille is my second cat. I have had her with me since she was born. She is solid black and will turn 15 this year. She hates Edgar, and has actually needed to take Prozac to cut back on her stress.
"CR" CR is PseudoMoms husband. Sometimes I think we are so alike that we are just bound to butt heads and clash, but he is very smart and has also helped me out quite a bit.
"PseudoMom" PM is my mom figure. I met her at a job, and she just sort of took me in amongst her 3 natural children. She offers love and support and a taste of normal family life.
"G" G is my middle brother. He is incredibly gifted with musical and artistic abilities and is a very strange little person, much like me!